been a long time since i last stalked anyone on fb. HAHA quite funnny lol (:

results are tmr!
and tmr you will know how much i love "U"!! -.-
ahhh actually ive been rather worried but, HELLL i cant change anything AT ALL so whats the point of getting sleepless nights and allll -.-
my mummy is, however, so much more worried than i am! funny huh. LOL.

i feeeel so strengthless, listless ...
my whole house is sick. dad mum sisters! and bro just recovered.
guess i wont be that lucky anymore -.-
but it was quite funny both my sisters came back halfway through lessons ytd, one with fever and another with super swollen eyes D: then last week my bro vomit until his teeth dropped!! can imagine not! HAHAHA. but now he looks super cute with 4 broken teeth! :D

anywayy, my sis introduced me to this song!

Fuckin' Perfect - Pink!
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred


Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me

so wellll, throughout this hols, gained lotslots of experience.

hmm i finally realise why adults keep saying that school life is alr the best!

there are soso many ppl who are, idk. SCARY? at least i came across quite a few unscrupulous cases and i really have to appreciate the fact that i always have family behind me to tide me through (:

and well, other than tuition, my jobscope basically includes every other thing! even delivering hampers during the new year season. carrying that super heavy hamper up a flight of stairs that has like more than 10steps! whoa, i never did realise how heavy that thing is-.- then workers wages and allll. and alot of admin stufff.

i wanna chu ren tou di next time! then i'll hire ppl to work for me (:

and i realise that giving our namecards isnt fun at alllll!! esp when ppl anyhow callllll =.=

and then welll i came across this tuition centre. went down to interview and all. super scary ): still have to thank "handsome" koh uh thanks for callling (:

rawr okayyy.

so long!

byebye! :D

after tmr, life will start to buzzzzzzzz and suck -.-